2 posts in 1 nite... jus feeling bored... its good weather to crawl under the covers... but i'm doing otherwise... cos i took a looong 4 hr nap earlier on and am now stuck sitting here facing the lappie feeling so wide awake!

sitting alone in the room, listening to the rustle of the leaves, howling of the winds and the sound of raindrops falling on the hard surfaces... the weird feeling i've got since evening just seem to be growing.. not too sure how to describe it but its the kinda feeling u get when u lose something important.. not that i have lost anything, so i oso ain't sure why i'm feeling tis way. Or maybe... maybe I do have a slight idea of what the reason could be...

Some things just have to happen before we start thinking about them.. why does it alwiz have to happen this way. Why can't we tink about it before anything happens? It'll be great to be able to pre-empt wat's gonna happen next. I don't wan to be able to foretell the future, but jus wan to know what happens next so that I can make the right decisions this instance.

But its no longer necessary, cos wateva should happen has occurred. From now, life will simply return to normal once again.

Gonna lay snug and warm under the comforter now =)