Most Morbid Dream

I had this ultra morbid dream 2 nites back!!! I can't remember the details, but the outcome is so clearly etched in my head!!! I dreamt that my nephew died!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!! Friends close to me know how dear my nephew is to me... I cried over his death.. and it was not mere crying in my dreams. I woke up in shock only to find that the crying was for real!!

Friends say that I must be thinking of my nephew too much.. lol.. I have not seen him in 2 weeks, which is not exactly that long.. Good thing is I was told that in real life, my nephew will be very lucky and live a long life.. the opposite of my dream =)

But I really miss him.. =\

悲しい

一週間を待っていた後、まだ通告を受け取らなかった。残念だし、悲しいし。今、何をするべきであるんですか？ぜんぜん分からない。。