Its been a while

Haven posted in a mth!! Too busy, too tired, too messed up to post anything... also dun wan to post all the mood dampening stuff..

Loads happened.. loads went thru my mind as well.. din emerge wiser or anything.. still as lost and confused as ever.. its been a very different n difficult mth...

SH, SM, SX celebrated my bdae with me.. after drinks, SX sat with me by the river, listening to my sob stories.. imagine crying on my burfdae.. that's how messed up my life is right now..

Work's been like hell this month as well.. scheduled to go Beijing for only 2 days, I ended up in Nanjing, Suzhou, Shanghai as well for an entire week.. was only informed a day in advance.. that was how rush it was.. due to urgent matters that cropped up in SG, I spent daytime meeting clients and going on site visits over there, and spent the nites working on work due in SG.. dead beat.. regardless, still took a day out and travelled out to see the Great Wall of China, Mutianyu section.. great weather, sunny with strong winds.. beautiful scenery.. really clean and fresh air.. but I know more work's waiting for me in SG..

Felt really homesick tis trip.. I missed my nephew.. missed his cheeky antics.. missed the nonsensical things that he do which you really wanna reprimand him for but can't cos he's soooo cute and knows when to give u the innocent look... missed him too..

waiting for the day when things get betta..