Tis the season to be Jolly

yep.. once again.. x'mas almost here.. supposedly the season to be jolly.. but my mood ain't anything like tat.. i feel completely crap..

haven been updating the blog regularly simply cos i don't feel like it.. with nothing good to write, wat's the point of writing? going away tis x'mas, and that's the only thing i look forward to.. but there's still so much shit to be cleared at work, all droppin on me just when i'm about to go on leave.. crappie..

somehow, my trips are always so well-scheduled.. allowing me to get away from Singapore at a time when I need to get away most..

finally, a white x'mas!!! fingers crossed that it'll snow.. heh.. and by the time i return, its time to prepare for the ushering in of 2008! I made a promise to myself that all the unhappiness of 2007 will be left behind.. 2008 will be a brand new beginning!!!

let me use the remaining days of 07 meaningfully.. to sort things out for a sunshine filled 2008 ^^

i need lots of strength, courage and guidance... ...

I CAN DO IT! I MUST DO IT!